We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Longings

by Nikki Lerner

/
  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    Comes with liner notes and lyric booklet. Who wouldn't want to have that?

    Includes unlimited streaming of Longings via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 2 days
    Purchasable with gift card

      $10 USD or more 

     

  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $10 USD  or more

     

  • Full Digital Discography

    Get all 4 Nikki Lerner releases available on Bandcamp and save 20%.

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality downloads of Human Too, The Things We Never Say, Longings, and Nikki Lerner EP. , and , .

    Purchasable with gift card

      $28 USD or more (20% OFF)

     

1.
Life Is Good 03:25
There is life, there is breath in my lungs I will rest in the goodness of God There is love beating deep in my heart I will rest in the goodness of God There is hope in the light of the dawn I will rest in the goodness of God There is grace in the warmth of the sun I will rest in the goodness of God Chorus: I believe it’s a good day to be alive And though everything may not be as it should Life is good I rejoice in the day God has made It's a good day to be alive I believe every promise He gives Every blessing in Him is mine Chorus Every breath I breathe It’s a good day to be alive
2.
Plea 05:05
How many ways How many words can I say There’s no other way No clever phrase left to say How can I say I’m sorry enough to you Can I apologize enough to bring us close again When will you hear my words and trust my heart And would you open up your soul and let me in Chorus: Please forgive me Bring me back where I belong Please forgive me Bring me back where I belong… with you If there was a way I’d steal back that moment that caused you pain To look in your eyes And care for your heart this time around How can I say I’m sorry enough to you Can I apologize enough and have you stay When will you hear my words and trust my heart And would you open up your soul and let me in Chorus I wanna come home to you I wanna come home to love I wanna come home and try again I wanna come home Chorus
3.
Curious 03:51
Open up the window to my heart Look into these eyes and see what makes me Step into my story if you dare I want you to wonder what I think Ask me how I am A simple conversation is all I ask Chorus: Are you even curious what I’ve been through All of these years that I’ve lived without you Are you even curious how I’ve made it Or is it just easier to forget it Sit with me in silence when I grieve Even shed a tear if you can handle it Can you say you’re sorry Look at me Do you still remember what makes me cry Do I even cross your mind Could you say you love me just one time Chorus
4.
Seasons 04:41
Snow clinging tight to branches bare Bitten by death’s bitter air Life is buried underneath what's frozen Colors piercing through the earth Beauty struggles for rebirth What was dormant springs to life again triumphant Chorus: For everything a time, a life For everything a season For everything that happens in this life is not without a reason Oh, but, there’s a time to dance Oh, but, there’s a time to laugh, a time to grieve Every moment, the heart can take delight in longing for Heaven Sun setting in a cloudless sky Dreams that flit like fireflies Dance un-stifled in the evening shadows Leaves rustle restless in the breeze Long awaited sweet release Happens in one unexpected, holy moment Chorus
5.
Longing 04:36
I’ve been waiting I’ve been searching Only for You alone Looking for signs of You In the darkness In the light I can hear Your voice Calling out my name Wanting me, all of me Chorus: My soul longs for You My heart longs for You My body thirsts for You How I thirst for You I’ve been seeking I’ve been praying For even a glimpse of You When will your face shine through You have rescued me You have set me free I can feel Your hand Pulling me closer Wanting me, all of me Chorus Even in the darkness Even in the night Even when I walk away
6.
All Of Me 04:10
Under great duress, trying to impress someone But I don’t know who Under great duress, trying to impress someone But I’m quite sure that it’s not You You are more concerned with hows and whys Not just what I do but who I am Chorus: I am nuance I am mystery I am manifold I am irony And You get all of me Driven to produce, I just gotta do something Visible, tangible Driven to produce, I just gotta do something Just to show my life is meaningful But You are more concerned with hows and whys Not just what I do but who I am Chorus I have nothing to prove to You I have nothing to prove I have nothing to prove to You I have nothing to prove Chorus
7.
Love Again 03:24
Are you taking me back Back to where I’m wounded My mind says that you created it Are you taking me back Back to where my weakness lies Exposing all that sleeps in darkness Pre-Chorus: Because I’m afraid I’m ashamed Will I find peace this time Chorus: How do you fall into the arms Of the love that brought you pain How do you look into the eyes Of the love that brought so many tears How do you learn to love again Show me how to love again Are you taking me back To the deepest grief I’ve ever known Where my heart was torn in two Will I find you Can I trust you Help me believe I cannot walk this road alone Pre-Chorus Chorus
8.
Say goodbye to who you’ve been There’s a world you’ve never known Status quo will never be your friend Life begins with letting go Chorus: Welcome to the new New Guilt won’t find the time you’ve lost Leave behind your wasted years There are dreams yet to be dreamed my friend Past the edges of your fears Despite the time you’ve lost your way Despite the tears, the hurt, the pain I see within a heart so true, my friend Baby, welcome to the new Chorus Release who you were before This change is worth fighting for Chorus
9.
When I am weak Rehearsing my flaws You reach for me and rock me in your arms When the day’s long And I have been tried You comfort me with warmth in your eyes Chorus: Captured by your love Safe within your touch Broken by the mercy that you show Delighted to be known Grateful that you love this wounded heart of mine My love When perspective is lost And my thoughts wander off You bring me back with love and gentleness When my courage is thin And all I want is to give in You whisper truth and build my inner strength Chorus What a gift that’s been given to me What a joy to see your heart free Every moment I can say I get to love you Hand and hand with you every day To be yours in every way Every moment I can say I get to love you Chorus
10.
Home 03:39
Chasing the wind of an undying dream I desire Longing for love and an unyielding freedom Naming this pain and moving on where I’ll find Love’s delight Walking the road of the one who invites me Chorus: Where tears will fall no more Where life will be restored again Where voices sing as one I am home, I am home Laboring life, pressing closer to where I call home Working my way with an endless abandon Certain to find even a glimpse of the place I belong Taking the hand of the Love that will lead me Chorus

about

Longings is a blend of Jill Scott's silky vocals, Laura Mvula's unique vocal and musical arrangements, and Bjork's love of instrumental experimentation.

featuring jazz violinist Zach Brock (Snarky Puppy, Stanley Clarke) on "Plea," "Seasons," and "Home" & bassist Michael League (Snarky Puppy) on "Seasons"

"Longings has been a journey that has breathed so much life into me as an artist. What a joy to have the opportunity to record a set of songs that have been born out of my experiences, as well as a Psalm that I read where the author said, 'My whole body longs for you in a dry and thirsty land where there is no water.' Life can kind of feel like that sometimes. My hope is that you will not only understand my heart, but that you would be able to connect with the messages of each song, and feel a sense of joy and encouragement." - Nikki

credits

released November 9, 2013

Produced by Nikki Lerner and Kevin 131 Gutierrez
Recorded & Mixed by Kevin 131 Gutierrez at Assembly Line Studios - Vienna, VA
Mastered by Bill Wolf at Wolf Productions - Arlington, VA

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Nikki Lerner Baltimore, Maryland

Nikki Lerner is an alternative/pop soul singer-songwriter based out of Baltimore, MD. Her soaring melodies and dense vocal harmonies are sure to stay with you long after you've heard her songs.

contact / help

Contact Nikki Lerner

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

Nikki Lerner recommends:

If you like Nikki Lerner, you may also like: